It appears as if I will be moving again soon. That's exciting. The world seems to be coming full circle. But I'm not up for talking about that tonight.
Tonight I want to talk about some of my feelings. I met someone. This person makes me feel like being in his presence is the most right thing in the world. I don't know how to explain it any better. It just feels right. It isn't a fuzzy, fluffy feeling of infatuation. It's not even butterflies. I just feel like it's supposed to be.
So what is the problem? You might ask. He doesn't feel the same way. I simply exist to him and nurture him, but nothing else. What am I to do? I feel that if I could just make him see me, truly see me he would feel it too. I feel foolish and like I'm lieing to myself.
Honestly I feel like I just can't stop talking to him. I can't give up on it. I will not stop my life for him< but I will not be able to cut him out of it either.
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