My computer became infected by malware. Sucks. Even more sucky I failed to remember that resetting my computer would fix the problem. I back up everything in triplicate on various disks, usbs, external drives, blah blah blah. Nothing of importance ever gets saved to my computer.
So now that I've corrected that issue. I'd like to talk a moment about friendships. I have many friends of varying degrees of importance. Some I keep in touch with better than others. I'm not very good at texting or calling folks. Some are ok with it are even astonished and adore that two years can pass and we can reconnect like it was yesterday. Some get upset and play the blame game. I keep moving forward.
It's not that I don't appreciate my friends. In fact they are more precious than fortune to me. There are friends that have lifted me up when I was stuck in a pit of self created, chemically imbalanced despair. Their love saved me and I cannot express my gratitude. And therein lies my biggest problem the proper expression of the importance of my closest friends.
I do not have many close friends. Those I do retain are a godsend. They are the most patient understanding individuals any one could be blessed with. They have survived my out bursts, my inappropriate reactions, anxiety ridden isolation, and most importantly my unmedicated bouts of insanity.
How could I ever say how grateful I am?
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